All I remember is... for the past few days, I have been arranging for a date for my friend, passively and actively talking to people I am introduced to in hopes of finding a "connection", reciting and studying for the next day, and so on.
Somehow, in the middle of all this tedium, the divine forces managed to squeeze in someone I can relate and vice versa. Someone who, for some pleasant reason, just fits. So far, at least.
And so, I begin to believe that I'm actually getting a shot at feeling something real. But I know better than to jump in the middle of an initial surge of passion. So for as long as I can take it, I will not hold hands, kiss, say too sweet a word. I am not going to compare it to some movie I would like my life to be similar to.
I want to be very careful. I will just let it be :)